HomeComing - Sunday 22th November

Mom calls me every single day nowadays, asking her daughter to come home. I will Mom.
But what's the point if I still bring a lot of assignments, i will ignore you anyway.

CONSTELLATION by Zeva

Gravitate around the core of the universe..
I see the motion of galaxies dance through my eyes..
I've finally found the source of my inner strength..... Read More
It bursts like fireworks shows..

Chorus1:
They think I'd stop here...
They think I'd fall...
They think I don't have the strength to hold on..
They're wrong..
I'm Strong...

The heart shines as bright as the helios..
Orbits spin around the planets of emotions..
Tender, love, and care..
..that I used to have on you..
..like meteors dissolve into space...

Chorus2:
He thinks I'd preserve this spark
He thinks I'd stay...
He thinks I don't have the strength to move on..
He's wrong..
I'm gone...

The constellation of my life is a teaching sword of mine..
You can crash, burn, tumble, roll over, crumble...
but it ain't bringing me down

Chorus 1 & 2


Song & Lyric by Zeva
http://thezevadaily.tumblr.com/
http://zevavenue.blogspot.com/

I think I'm fallin' for you

I don't know but

I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head


I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you

edited from [Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You]

Look at my Emptiness!

onthefloor
Originally uploaded by denishgreen

"Against All Odds"


How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

But take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've gotta face

Take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that's a chance I've gotta face

(My favorite version of the song is from Postal Service)

miss my harvest!

cakes at Harvest
Originally uploaded by denishgreen

I just finish another assignment for today class, in fact the class will start 4,5 hours from now. It is just I cannot finish the assignment of today if yesterdays have not yet finished, and no, I am not complaining. This is consequences. But I realize that I begin to create distance again with my family and friends who mostly are in Jakarta. Or Germany (yes, you are!) I can handle it for a while but takes long time, it will get my heart hurts, and I am such an emotional person, I cannot stand with it. The question lies on whether I am determined enough then, to finish my assignments because it is the way supposed to be (as a duty) or because I willing to gain something from what I have study these time.

I miss my humanity i.e. being around with my best friend and a warm family, Oh, one more important, actually the most important, i have realize while listening the call of Morning prayer that my heart does not longing tightly anymore to Him, God!

(now, I think, I have improved my capability to write something)

Rumah Buku

Hey folks, I just found this cool place named 'Rumah Buku'. It is a cozy place to read books, look up some cool collections, you also can borrow the books and some are available to buy. Anyway if you interested to sell or rent your used books, you may consider this place too. the book collection is nice, some old and contemporer books is easy to find here. I cannot provide its picture now, I am way too excited to explore the place, it is small though. And while you are there, you can also sip a cappucchinno or teh tarik. go to Hegarmanah 52, open 10am-8pm. way up from Setiabudi Market, here in Bandung. Phone +62 22 2039615

Every Single Possibility

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

(Death Cab for Cutie)